a teenage girl who is a huge fan of 1D, 5SOS, EXO and GOT7. lol. a girl that loves to hang out with friends, sleep and listen to music. oh also, did i mention that she loves frappe, milktea, chocolate chip cream from starbucks, ice cream and chocolates hihi xx
oh PS, she loves zayn, ashton, XiuHan, chanyeol, bambam lol (nvm this part please lol)
ok so let me start this story of my crush (?) life. I actually don’t know how will i say it. everytime that we talked things, when i looked at him, i felt the what you called “butterlies in your stomach” but i don’t know. sometimes i don’t feel it. like when he voluntarily teach me a dance. i didn’t feel anything. i don’t knooooooooooooow!! IDK if i have a crush on that person or it’s just a part of puberty.
but the heart-breaking part in this story is that, that guy that let’s say i like, has a crush on someone else. it’s so devastating that i can’t take it. also that guy is my friend (or let’s say my close friend but yeah i don’t want to assume things so i’ll say that he’s my friend).
when i hold his hands, fck my heart is pumping like crazy. but yeah i didn’t show him that i have confused feelings for him because that would be the end of our friendship.